I know we just started this journey together and if you don’t follow me on my other social media sites or know me personally.. I have been missing on here and I apologize.
I have had a lot of literally life changing events happen in a short time. This past fall one of my best friends and makeup mentors passed away unexpectedly. We recently sold some of her personal belongings, which she would have gone crazy had she been there. Days later would have been her birthday and some of us go together to remember her and have her favorite–cheesecake.
Two weeks later, I lost my Grandpa who was an amazing man.. I was very close to my Grandpa. While we knew he wasn’t healthy and was in a lot of pain, it was still extremely difficult for me to handle. My Grandparents had a beautiful relationship that lasted over 50 years, I want to say close to 60 years. They have been compared to the couple from The Notebook on multiple occasions. He even died holding her hand. Their love is one that people around felt and were envious of.
As of this last fall I did not have much experience with death. I am not sure how to deal but I am trying. I have a great support system that has helped me so much.
I am sorry to be a downer but as I said I felt I needed to explain. I also think writing this out has been therapeutic for me. Thank you for reading and I can’t wait to get back into fun make-up. I have bought a lot to help deal with my pain. My bank account is not happy about this but it sure gives us more to talk about and distract me. 🙂
Till next time.. Thank you.